letter to dad

dear my beloved dad 

-  the best ever dad in the world -

Maybe I couldn't remember the first time you saw me

Maybe I couldn't remember the first thing that you did to me

Ya.. I even couldn't remember the first word that I said to you

And I sure, we have the same problem, right dad?'

What I know from my childhood

It was so much fun in that time

They, the people around us, said you were really gave a lot of things to me

even actually I didn't need it

You gave me a doll when I even didn't know what is that

You gave me a toy when I even didn't know how to use it

You gave me a little cute dress when what I did just play with the mud

Dad, You're my role mode

Dad, You're my most inspiring person in my whole life

Dad, You're the only man who can take the King position in my little kingdom
Dad, You're the one who always be my hero
Dad... I DO LOVE YOU...

Now, your big hand didn't hold my my little finger anymore

Now, I'm not a little baby who always walk beside you

Now, I'm not a cute daughter who always do what you ask

But, no matter my condition now... I DO LOVE YOU, DAD...

Today, I write this letter

not to tell you how much I love you

or not to find out how much you love me

because I know, we love each other...

Today, I write this letter

to convince you that

I'm still your little princess

even not the submissive one...

I'm still your daughter

who need you to show me the truth when I got the false one

I'm still the one who love you

even sometimes your anger made me feel so sad

Dad, in this month

God gave us a task

a big task to do

between you and I

a big task to solved out

a big task that test our togetherness

maybe this is the time we need to separate for a while

maybe this is the time we need to give a rest to ourselves

maybe this is the time need to be alone, stand in our own side

maybe this is the time we need to do something by ourselves, 

you do yours and so do I

This is the letter that I never send to you

because I know, sooner our big task from God will done,

and I'm sure, before you read this letter,

we already in a higher grade

to pass another bigger task

Dad, One thing that you should remember

I DO LOVE YOU, DAD..

From the one who always love you,

Your Little Princess

P.S. : I never angry to you, dad