Should I ?

Should I break my promise?
Should I pretend that everything is going well?
Should I regret what I should do but I didnt?
Should I ignore what my heart ask to do?
Should I ?

We meet by time, and separate by time...
We talk like friend, but we know is not just about "say hay"...
We joke each other, but we know it's to show who's stronger...
We look each other in silence, but our eyes know where to look...

We know what we should know...
We know what we hide...
We know like an old friend...

But now maybe we just decide to be just friend....
Not because we cant pass it together...
But it's because we wanna pass it together,
not now... not today... but soon....

Random Post #1

Huwaa.... finally.... back to the blogging..... 

Udah luaaaamaaaa banget ngga nge-posting...

Dan ngga tau kenapa malam ini tiba-tiba pengen nulis...

Tapi, maaf ya kalau tulisan kali ini bakalan random abis... soalnya gue sendiri masih bingung mau nulis apa...

Hhmm... gue mulai dari kegiatan gue akhir-akhir ini ya...

Ini list beberapa hal yang menurut gue cukup keren udah gue lakuin *halah* :

1. Beli Tiket promo Air Asia Kuala Lumpur - Paris *sampai sekarang masih kayak mimpi* hahaha.... one of my goal will come true... kemarin alhamdulillah dapat tiket promo buat trip juni 2012 PP KL-Paris 4,8 walaupun sebenarnya sempat dapat 3,9 tapi karena traffic web lalod akhirnya telat gue dapat promo yg murah yg adanya 4,8 but no problemo.... walaupun akhirnya tabungan terkuras habis dengan resiko ketidakpastian berangkat karena visa belum tentu di approve -tapi mudah2an sih di app- gue berani ngambil resiko gede itu karena gue yakin semakin besar/tinggi mimpi kita, maka semakin besar/tinggi pula resiko yang harus dihadapi untuk mencapainya, walaupun trip ini tergolong singkat which is only 20 days, but no problem, buat gue take it or regret it, mudah-mudahan kelak bakalan dikasih rejeki lagi buat menjelajah eropa jauh lebih lama, 6 months or 1 year maybe, amiin...

2. Ikut Seminar Ippo Santosa yang super duper kereeen.... buat kalian yang pengen jadi entrepreuner yang sukses dunia akhirat, this one is MUST!!! walaupun buku-bukunya udah kekoleksi semua dari jauh-jauh hari, bokap yang beli, gue belum sempat tamat 1 bukupun, tapi gak tau kenapa tiba-tiba pengen ikut seminarnya and it's worth, dude... 

Keren mampus, dan akhirnya gue pun menaruh dia di list Guru gue... 

3. Jadi volunteer di Makassar International Writers Festival

it was an honor to got a part in that big awesome event.

Di event itu gue jadi belajar banyak, ketemu dengan penulis-penulis keren dari beberapa negara, ketemu dengan penulis lokal yang super keren, ketemu idola gue Riri Riza, yang juga salah satu penggagas event ini, dan gue juga menemukan idola baru, yakni Khrisna Pabichara - seorang penyair, sastrawan yang super multitalented, and I adore him, how he speak, and how he read a poem in traditional language is very damn cool.... Love u a lot, Om... :D

4. Akhirnya menemukan kalau facebook tak lagi mengasyikkan dan twitter makin menggoda ketika gue follow Guru-Guru Master Gue - they are 

@ipphoright 

@JayaYEA 

@jamilazzaini 

@ranggaumara 

@Tungdw 

@EntrepreneursID 

@MudaSUKSES 

@PonijanLiaw 

buat kalian yang gak tau mereka... payah lo ah... hahahha.... seriously... I learn a lot from them... khususnya om Ippo Santosa dan om Rangga Umara 

anyway, did I already said that I wanna be a succes and rich entrepreneur ? I think I did, hehehe... 

yup... gue udah dari dulu pengen jadi pengusaha sejak muda yang sukses mulia... which is mean not only success in this world but in another world that I called "akhirat"

terdengar klise? no problem... hidup gue, mimpi gue, jadi terserah gue mau gue apain, hahaha

dan karena tweet para Guru lah akhirnya gue mantap buat ngebuka bisnis baru, walau bisnis lama gak gue tinggalin, oia bisnis lama gue yang bergelut di dunia kotor itu,kotor karena keseringan bergelut dengan tinta dan tinta, alias dunia percetakan, tetap gue kembangin, malah insya Allah pengen gue gedein, begitu juga dengan proyek baru yang gue rintis beberapa bulan lalu, yakni proyek Production House Buku Tahunan yang alhamdulillah di awal mulai udah dapat 2 pelanggan dan hasilnya lumayan memuaskan... 

bisnis baru yang gue insya Allah akan gue rintis bergelut di dunia perut, alias kuliner...

Kenapa kuliner? karena sama seperti bisnis Buku Tahunan gue, semua berdasarkan DENDAM *serem gak sih? ah biasa aja*

inisiatif awal pengen ngebuat PH Buku Tahunan karena gue dendam sama Buku Tahunan Angkatan Gue yang hasilnya jujur sangat mengecewakan, eh gue dendam bukan ke pembuat atau panitianya ya, gue lebih ke diri gue sendiri yang harusnya bisa lebih berkontribusi, dan akhirnya karena dendam itulah gue ngga mau anak-anak SMA ngalamin perasaan yang sama kayak gue *dalem banget yaak* maka mulailah gue rintis bisnis ini, dan singkat cerita - kalian gak usah taulah suka dukanya sekarang, entar gue posting kalau lagi  mood,hehehe - bisnis inipun berjalan dengan baik, walaupun sampai gue ngetik detik ini ada satu sekolah yang belum lunas, but no problem... itulah dunia bisnis.... resiko...

nah, balik ke bisnis baru yang bakalan gue rintis, awalnya juga karena dendam, dendam karena kadang ketika gue masuk resto, kebanyakan dari yg gue masukin pelayanannya gak prima, harga kemahalan buat kualitas yang gak sebanding apalagi kalau ditambah dengan pelayan yang super rese dan fakir senyum atau lelet kayak siput, aarrgghh.... gregetan ngga sih kalau ada yang kayak gitu, makanya gue bilang ke diri gue sendiri, gue bakalan ngebuka rumah makan yang kualitas prima, harga terjangkau, rasa luar biasa lezaaat,hahaha 

makanya lahirlah konsep yaitu bisnis kuliner dengan pangsa pasar mahasiswa dan kalangan dompet tipis, wkwk... no no no... maksud gue, gue pengen ngebuka tempat makan yang murah meriah dan terjangkau semua kalangan, tapi rasa dan kualitas ngga murahan #ttssaahh... 

untuk saat ini belum bisa gue infoin lebih lanjut, insya Allah launching 11-11-11, doain ya...

5. Race with deadlines... bulan ini alhamdulillah kerjaan banyak, makanya gue balapan terus ama deadline, tapi lagi-lagi buat gue no problemo... karena dengan begini gue jadi bisa belajar banyak, belajar buat ngatur waktu dengan bijak -yang sampai sekarang belum berhasil,hahaha- , belajar jadi pengatur yang baik, belajar kalau gue masih perlu banyak belajar...

itu di atas beberapa hal keren yang menurut gue udah gue lakuin, dan masih banyak rencana-rencana lain yang ngga kalah kerennya yang menunggu buat gue lakuin... 

beberapa sih udah ada plan, misalnya :

1. menulis buku - one of my list in Dream Book dan akhirnya pas di acara Makassar Int Writers Fest, mungkin karena hanyut oleh euforia sastra yang begitu besar, gue dan beberapa orang temen dekat berinisiatif buat nulis cerita dan dibukuin... deadlinenya itu desember 2011 - konsep ceritanya masih rahasia ya... ntar gue infoin kalau udah mau launch,amiin...

2. membuat Dream Book dan Proposal Hidup, gara-gara termotivasi kembali oleh Para Guru, akhirnya gue bakalan nulis kembali Dream Book gue dan Proposal Hidup gue yang dulunya sempat terbengkalai, walaupun sekarang Dream Book gue udah ada, tapi gue pengen ngebuat satu yang bener-bener bagus dan bisa bikin semangat nulis dream-dream lainnya...

3. merintis bisnis kuliner seperti yang gue bilang di atas, dan sekarang sementara masa testing menu, yang dimana gue sendiri yang masak, hahah.... doain ya, semoga bisnis ini berberkah dan bisa sukses serta besar,amiin

4. I will go to vacation, yihaaay..... kalau gak ada halangan, insya Allah gue dan adik gue 2 orang bakalan ke Bali - as u know, bali ngga pernah ada dalam daftar travel list gue, tapi gak papa lah - dan next I'll go to Hongkong-Macau-Shenzhen in Ramadhan anyway, together with my backpack, hahaha.... 

oia, tadi gue juga sempat daftar program Aku CInta Indonesia.... doain ya, semoga gue bisa terpilih jadi salah satu peserta dan menjelajah salah satu tempat di negeri indah ini,amiin...

so, this is it... a new post a la tiwi.... hahaha...

it's already late nite guys...

have a nice sleep and dream...

psst... let me tell you one secret... A big thing start from a small one, a Huge achievement start from a Big Dream.... :D

so, be a dreamer and dream as much as you can....

Full of Love,

Tiwi

Dengan Sederhana

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana

dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu  

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana 

dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada..

- Aku Ingin, Sapardi Djoko Damono -

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Tepat 3 tahun silam,

kau berikan aku secarik kertas berisi puisi itu,

dengan sederhana...

Tidak dengan hiasan bunga ataupun pesta besar,

tapi hanya dengan sekotak kecil yang kau isi dengan cincin yang juga sederhana...

Masih ku ingat saat itu,

perkenalan sederhana yang bermula dari dunia tak nyata,

dengan sederhana kau menyapaku,

ku balas pula dengan sederhana,

Semua berawal dengan kesederhanaan,

Kau dengan sosok sederhana mu,

mengajak ku bertemu untuk pertama kalinya,

dan aku pun mengiyakan,

Di sana, di sebuah taman kecil,

kau datang dengan motor tuamu yang membuatmu semakin sederhana,

Tersenyum,

Ya itu yang pertama kali kau lakukan ketika melihatku,

Tak ada yang istimewa darimu,

Kaos dan jeans hitam yang lagi-lagi

menampakkan kesederhanaanmu,

selalu sederhana,

Kupikir pertemuan itu adalah yang pertama dan terkahir,

Karena kau pun tak kunjung mengabariku lagi,

Kau datang dengan kesederhanaanmu,

Dan pergi dengan sederhana pula,

Namun aku salah,

Setahun kujalani hariku tanpa sapaan sederhana yang kau tulis di tiap pagiku

Hari itu kau mengejutkanku,

Kutemukan lagi sapaan itu terselip di antara pesan singkat teman-temanku,

Kau datang,

Kita kembali bertemu,

Kau tak berubah

Tetap sederhana dan akan begitu selamanya,

Dan sampailah saat itu,

Kau mengajakku ke sebuah tempat,

Taman kecil dimana kita pertama kali bertemu,

Di sana, kau beri aku kertas itu bersama sebuah kotak kecil, sederhana

Di sana, dengan sederhana

Kau memintaku,

menjadi pendamping seumur hidupmu,

dalam kehidupan yang sederhana, katamu

Dalam doa sederhana yang kupanjatkan pada-Nya,

kutemukan jawab atas dirimu,

Ya... Aku telah siap

Menjadi pendamping hidupmu selamanya dalam kesederhanaan,

Hari ini hari itu, 1 Oktober

3 tahun telah berlalu

Kupikir kau akan kembali

Meski dengan sederhana, namun tetap kunanti

Hari ini hari itu, 1 Oktober

5 bulan setelah kepergianmu,

Kuberharap kau kembali,

Sama seperti kepergianmu yang kemarin, tapi aku salah

Kau tak kembali,

Dan tak akan pernah kembali,

Kini, kau benar-benar meninggalkanku,

Dalam kesederhanaan cintamu,

Tak mengapa,

Tenang saja,

Aku baik disini,

Bersama gadis kecil mungil yang kau berikan padaku, sesederhana dirimu

Tak perlu kau khawatir di sana,

Kami baik-baik saja,

Rumah kecil sederhana yang kita beli bersama,

Masih penuh cinta, meski tanpa hadirmu,

Tenanglah,

Usah kau risau di sana,

Aku dan gadis kecil ini,

Akan tetap mencintaimu dan kesederhanaanmu,

Kuharap kau baik-baik saja disana,

Bersama Ia yang jauh lebih mencintaimu,

Hari ini, 1 Oktober

Ku datang padamu, dengan sederhana...

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Kulipat kertas itu,

setelah untuk kelima kalinya kubaca berulang,

Kuletakkan di atas gundukan tanah sederhana

Yang menyelimuti jasadmu, di depan nisan yang berukir nama sederhanamu,

Maafkan aku karena tak bisa mencintaimu dengan sederhana,

Seperti engkau mencintaiku dalam kesederhanaanmu,

Karena bagiku kau tak sekedar sederhana,

Kau lah hal luar biasa yang pernah ada dalam hidupku,

Kuusap nisanmu dan kucoba berdiri,

Di sampingku, gadis kecil mungil itu bertanya,

'Kenapa Bunda Menangis?'

Kujawab hanya dengan senyuman,

Melihatnya, sama seperti melihatmu,

Melihatnya memandang hidup dengan sederhana,

Sama sepertimu,

Kugandeng tangan kecilnya,

"Ayo Pulang"

Ya... kami pulang, ke rumah kecil sederhana yang kita miliki...

Makassar, 1 Oktober 2010

6.39 AM

segala hal dalam hidup bermula dari sesuatu yang sederhana

- Pratiwi Hamdhana AM -

*transmigrasi dari note facebook*

A Little Thing Called Love

yyaaaaayyy..... I'm baaaacckk.... *punch* :D

anyway I'm in a really good mood to write ... because I just cried, sounds strange, eh?

Yup... I just cried because this silly stupid funny movie...

maybe you wondering why I cried when I watched a funny movie...

because the story was so touching and was soooo me... it's seems my story at the past... 

I'm not gonna review this movie, you can find it in google-he knows everything- or you can read here

what I'm gonna tell you is about how that crazy little thing that we usually called love can change us, turn us from zero to hero, make us become something from nothing or make an ugly dug become a pretty swan...

how could be?

did we really know what love it is?

have we meet it before?

how could we know it's a love while we never know how it's shape? circle? square? elipse? did we know it?

no... we didnt, and we never ever could meet it... it's absurd, untouching, silly, but as most as we deny it, we know more that we need it...

okay... let me tell you some spoiler about this movie...

it's a klise topic actually,  an ugly girl who fall in love to her senior and keep that feeling without tell him even actually they have a same feeling, and the girl, Nam, was tried too hard to attract his attention, starting to do some weirdo love methods, dress up her self into a pretty girl and time by time she, from an ugly duck became a very pretty swan, and everyman adore him, but there is only one man who keep staying in her heart, yeah... her senior who never be brave to tell Nam that he has a same fell because his bestfriend like Nam too, and as their promise-a promise between boys-they couldnt be in love with a same girl... anyway, that's not my point, what I wanna tell here is about how long we've to wait until we meet our Mr/Ms. Right? one week? one month? one year? ten years?

in that movie, in graduate, Nam told Chon, that boy who she in love with, that she love him, she has turn to be a swan just for him, bun how unlucky she is, Chon already make a relationship with Pin,his classmate, one week ago... yeah... she was late..

maybe we have heard that If we love someone, tell him/her as soon as possible, before too late or somebody do it before you...

but sometimes we dont have a strong heart to say it, we just scare about the rejection, we just scare about our heart to be hurt, yeah.. we just scare that our love will never been replied... we just too scared...

and after 9 years, when Nam back to Thailand, she was studied fashion in America, and became so famous now, in a talk show, finally the time meet them, their destiny has been put in same time in a same  place, yeah... after 9 years, which is mean Nam have been in love to Chon for almost 12 years... can you imagine that? your brain, your heart, is only for one person, that you always waiting for, 12 years is not a short time... it's a very long time to keep that feeling to be faithful... and as a mostly romantic movie did, it's a happy ending story, when the prince got his princess...

Nam was an ugly duck

then transformed into a pretty girl

finally, she is a SWAN

but c'mon... we didnt live in a fairy tale world, we live in a realistic one, we dont have waste our time for waiting someone who couldnt be guarantee that she/he will be our long last love forever...

yeah... we did live in a kind of world like that... but is it wrong when we dream to be a princess in this life? not,,, it wasnt wrong... the only thing that wrong is when we just became so addicted to that person and we might never know that maybe there is someone else who waiting for us, that maybe we just not into him/her, that maybe she/he just not into us, that maybe we got a wrong feeling, that maybe, maybe,maybe and many more... so why we should lose another chance to get a better love and sacrificing our feeling for something that we didnt sure yet?

hahahaha,,,, how clever I talk... it sounds like I never do that stupid silly things before...

I did it... yeah... I have been waiting for almost 7 years just for the boy that I just talked with him once, can you believe that?

oh not once, but twice if when she ordered me to swept the floor in my class in count...

that was the first time he talked to me, as my seniors, he asked me to swept those floor but I reject it, not because I dont wanna do it, but I suddenly act so silly and lose control and I even didnt think what I said... *sigh*

and the second one in front of library, he called me and ask me "are you pratiwi hamdhana?, and for your information, I didnt use my shoes at that time, I even didnt use a slipper because I just back from pray-even I didnt really like use shoes in any condition-then, I answered "yes", he said next "okay, you might go" 

THAT'S IT!!!!

after that,no more conversation, no more chat, no more... but I more adore him, I adore how smart he is, I adore how charismatic he is... until he graduate and continue his study in one of favorite HSH in my town and silly me, the only reason why I want to continue my SHS in the same school with him not because it's a fav school, but there is HIM...   so silly, eh? yeaah... 

but God know me better, I didnt pass it...

time by time, I keep in search information about him, and he graduate his SHS faster because he smart, he just need 2 years to pas his SHS, and then he continue to collage not in Indonesia, but in Malaysia...

I just knew it when in 3rd grade in SHS, and finally I decided, I'll looking for him, try to find some information, but I make a deal with my self, when that time I couldnt find him, I'll erase him and continue my life without anythings about him, but once again, God know me better... it's a very easy to know where he is, where he study, I even got his YM and his mobile number... then we were friend in YM and facebook then... he has a girlfriend at that time -and now he has a fiancée- 

in a short story after collect my bravery I decided to told him that I've been adore him for almost 7 years... I couldnt say that I'm in love with him because I never know what love it is, so let just we say it a crush... 

I told him by email, I still remembered that time, I sent that email from internet cafe, 10-15 minutes from my home, at 10 PM, after sent it, I walked go home, really walked, and regret what I just did, how I could be so silly stupid girl...but It happened and at the morning I got his reply...

he told me that why I just told him? why I didnt told him when we still in Junior High School... it was too late now, because he has a girlfriend-I knew that, I even be his GF's friend in facebook-then after that I never reply that email again...

I thought I'll forget him, but it wasnt as easy as I know.. but dont worry time is a very good medicine for those who has heart break ill-or let we say something like that-

Now, I'm fine, even sometimes still think about him who already have a fiancée there...

yeah, I'm okay... 

I just wanna thanks to him who already gave another color in my life...

thank you for your unawareness fill in my mind at that time,

thank you for your passiveness to me who always seeking on you,

thank you for keep in faithful to fill page by page in my life's book,

thank you to allow me adore you even I did it in silence,

thank you because of you I braved to speak up,

thanks for you, my past man...

anyway, we are friend now, not too close, just a friend in YM and facebook, and did some chat about something...

and as you know, even maybe he know me earlier and lucky me he has a same feeling-in case-I still couldnt make any relationship to him bacause I've promised to my self, to my God, to my faith, that I wont make any closer relation to any man until someone propose me to marry him... *it sounds so weird in this era now, but that's my faith and I'll always to keep it in right way...

so, for you who have been waiting for someone or who have been so scared to tell someone how much you love him/her, I recommend you to watch this movie...

*big hugs*

Tiwi 

Live is unpredictable

Hi, I AM HAPPY AGAIN, yeaaahh...

you never know how the universe give you some surprise in a same time...
yesterday I told you about my happiest day in this month and alhamdulillah today I did it again...
I wake up lately, and I enjoy it...
and at 10 AM when I am still on a way to wake up, you know is just like you already woke up but you still make a lazy movement on a bed with a half open eyes, my father told me that he will go, all my families went to my uncle's home to make a kind of ceremony to remember my 1000's days since my auntie die...

but  I didn't come, because I already have an appointment with my besties to do a little reunion, so I prepare and go to the MARI, the mall we have make a deal to meet, and I came faster than them so I'm going to bookstore, and Oh My... it's addict me...
I obviously can't hold it...
so, there are some books that I bought....

left to right :
- I didnt lose my heart, I sold it on ebay
- Tuhan, Inilah Proposal Hiduku
- Around the world in 80 dinners
- Balada Ching-Ching

and after waiting for almost one hour... finally they came, there are cheng-cheng, depph, athii, and padlii

so, we are going to XXI to watch TRON ( I already watch it last nite with dad and Indra, but there no more good choice except Narnia which is I have been see it too ), and after watched TRON, depph went to home because she already have another appointment, and because we are so starving, we decided to go to Pizza Hut and have a late lunch there with delight menu of course, wkwkw

 cheng-cheng with me

and the most that I love today is... tadaaa.....

padlii who just came from Hajj bring me a 'gift' - a new iphone charger - finally after a long negotiation it belong to me, wkwkw honestly it's not a free gift, I just ask him to bought it for me, and I will pay for it, but after a long long negotiation... it's mine now for free... thanks a lot brother.....

cheng-cheng, me, athii
( I'm the shortest there, wkwk )

and after eat, padlii went to home and me with athii and cheng are going to Gramedia ( again for me ) and my addicted to stationary is increase... finally I took these stuff...

it's a very cute note..

look at the contents...

I have been obsessed to France, so I will collect all the things about it...

the most I love from my new stuff is my new charger... finally after waiting for some months...

my iphone is going back to the world... after a long hibernation, wkwkw

my iphone with its new charger - good bye the old broken one, I place you in a safety box -
welcome my new pretty charger - I will take care of you -

 here are my new book collections...

and one more surprise, someone from my past just comeback and add me on facebook again ( I'll tell you later the story ) and after a long consideration... I approve him.... :D

Dear, God...

I know You area the Great Creator, You always gave us a lot of surprise and make this universe shock us with the unpredictable life, that's way I love to life, so please make my life and all people in my life to feel it longer, longer and longer.... thanks God... I love You...

anyway, today - December 26th - is cheng-cheng birthday... happy became older my dear... may Allah always bless you and give you the best... amiin....

Happy

Friday, 24th Desember...
one day before x-mas day, happy x- mas for anyone who celebrate it...
anyway I'm a moslem... :D

it was my happiest day in this few weeks, after all the hard things happen, after all the problem starting to annoyed, after all the exam on process to be done... Yeah... it was really really my happiest day in this month...

okay, I have been cancel to join in Toraja Trip, I really wanna it because I never been there before, but I have a lot of job that must be done before end of year, there are a lof of wedding invitation lay out that I have to make, some banners, and many more... yeah... I work overtime this week...

but hey... it's worth it... I got some payment extra, hihihi...

I work from morning till noon around 2 PM, and alhamdulillah it's working good... and then I'm going to do some healing treatment for my self, or maybe for mostly woman did, I'm going to shop, hihihi....

here is some things that I bought...

it's my big choco... yeah... it's brown anyway, not black...

here is... my little brown velvet...

and my most cute, mappie bag...

anyway, that mappie bag... I didn't buy it today, it was from online shop a couple days ago... I really love it, it just like a entire world is mine now... amiin >.<

and the most thing that I love in this lucky bless friday is my WONDERSHOE... finally I got it... actually it's already arrived since some days ago, but the postman couldn't find my adress, so I decided to take it from JNE office tonight, and the most stupid things when I try to find JNE's office, I hold a wrong 'pete-pete'-a kind of public transportation- and finally I have to go far away from my destiny, and the silly one is I even didn't know where is exactly the office, so I just looking around while the 'pete-pete' taking me, and I miss it, I go really far and desperate then decided to go back, after some minutes in going back, I see that office, it's really near from the spot that I switch the 'pete-pete', wkwkw 

the box is so sick... it has been some days... huhuhu

velvet greeeyy... I love velvet and I love grey...

look my funny face with my sweet flat

here is my ballet flat... it's 50.000 IDR-bought in MTC

I love the silver ornament one... and it's a brownie sparkling too...

that shoes I didn't bought it today, it just 2 or 3 days ago... but I just wanna show it off, hehehe

and after took my wondershoe, I'm going home, and my father asked me to movie tonight, TRON LEGACY... with my brother... yeaah....

so, we took the last show at 9.20 PM, and before that we're going to dinner, a hurry dinner actually, because we arrive in mall around 9 and directly bought a ticket and going to a resto and order the fastest menu there, and it was a meatball... 

10 minutes passed, and it's 9.10 when our order came, so we eat so fast, and ran to the theatre to catch the movie, and thanks God we didn't miss it...

and it's a late night when we go home but before that we go to minimarket first to bought some snack and drinks...

and here I am with a lovely ULTRA MILK... 

I LOVE ULTRA MILK

see... when somebody told you that everything will be beautiful at the time... yeah... you should believe it...

thanks God for bring my the happiness today....

thanks God coz give me a continuos smile...

and I hope it'll take a longer, longer than ever...

thanks for make me happy today...

Love You, God...