Should I ?

Should I break my promise?
Should I pretend that everything is going well?
Should I regret what I should do but I didnt?
Should I ignore what my heart ask to do?
Should I ?

We meet by time, and separate by time...
We talk like friend, but we know is not just about "say hay"...
We joke each other, but we know it's to show who's stronger...
We look each other in silence, but our eyes know where to look...

We know what we should know...
We know what we hide...
We know like an old friend...

But now maybe we just decide to be just friend....
Not because we cant pass it together...
But it's because we wanna pass it together,
not now... not today... but soon....