sometimes we need to lie

I am a liar...

not once, but in many times, many conditions, many ways...

ya... I am a big liar, who doesn't? We all a liar, you, your family, your love, your besties, your enemy, all people in the world is a liar...

sometimes we lie to protect our self, or to hide something, or maybe to protect someone we love, or something we like... we are lying in difference reason, and even we know that's wrong, but we have no choice.... no no no... we have no choice... ya, we always have a choice, we can choose to be honest, no matter the result, but sometimes we too scared to admit it, we scare we'll get anger, we scare we'll loose what we like or love, ya... we, people-human being, are too scare, either the effect to ourself or to somebody else or something else... that's why we lie..

and today, I did it..

I am lying...

I am a big liar...

it was began yesterday, when I have a job to make a wedding invitation which is the date is Januari 8th 2011, but I wrote it 2010... what a damn stupid mistake...

and finally when the operator finished to print it, 1000 invitations, we just recognize, it's a big FALSE... 

so, we make a deal, between me and that operator, it was our secret, then we make a plan... 

we will order new papers, that he will print it in outside, in his old office, than after that, we will switch the wrong one with the new one... 

but you know, lying is never easy to do, trust me...

anyway, the only reason why I choose to hide it from the big boss is I just too scare to get his anger anymore... I'm just too tired to feel that in many times, to feel that pressure, so do the operator...

ya... we just too scare...

and in this sunday, I came to printing office, but unlucky, there is the big boss that I thought before he won't be here... he is repairing something and his car with some man, so quietly I do my plan...

I take that old invitation, and packing it, in silent way of course, and let me told you, It's never easy... then after packing it, damn, he gap me, and ask me what I did? spontaneously, I said I'm packing my friends books to send to her city, and thanks God he looks believe it...

and after all the things already prepared, I text that operator, and ask him to prepare to meet me in the park near that, but damn, one more unlucky, I heard the big boss will eat in front of that park, ggrhh..... trust me this is the God's way to stop me to lie... 

as faster as I can, I call the operator and told him to move to the bridge that a little bit far than the park from office and it's located in opposite side of the park... 

so, when the big boss go to lunch, I am running to get out, but Oh My... the paper was so heavy.. of course, it's 2000 sheet with the envelopes, but I got the lucky things, when I go out I saw the operator with his friend by motorcycle and suddenly ask him to stop and pick up the papers...

and I'm done... Now, it's his turn to do this plan...

I said to the big boss I'll be back after send my friends stuff, but it's too fast, so I'm going to warteg - it's a kind of place that you can eat, some traditional food in street side -

I am eating slowly then go back to office, and around 4 PM, the operator text me that his job already done...

now our task is how to bring the new one on monday tomorrow before the big boss see it...

let me think it later...

now I just wanna enjoy my sunday...

happy sunday all...

sometimes we have to lie,

but be honest is the best...